sleep

watch you're sleeping is the best time in a day of my life.

everyday i can't wait to watch you sleep.

it makes me realize how lucky i am to have you by my side.

i wish this thing between you and me,will last forever.

and i will fight for it to remained together till my last breathe.

sleep well my dear.

i'll be by your side when you wake up.

i'll hug you to keep you warm.

don't you worry about anything when you're with me.

because i'll make sure you're safe by my side.

i'm such a stupid boy

being away from u doesn't change anything.

i'm still loving u like i do.

there's nothing that can change that.

not a thing,not a person,not a dollar.

my feeling for is true.

i can feel it coz everytime my heart's beat,it's beat for u.

sorry coz i'm being such a stupid guy that hurts ur feeling.

never thought that my words were so poisonous to u.

i promise that i will never do the same again.

i'm willing to take ur heart,take care of it and make sure it's happy.

please trust me in what i do and believe in me.

at the deepest part in my heart,u can see it.

it says 'i love you forever'

c.w.t.g.b.i.m.h

can't wait to get back.

i miss her.

My little space

i'm back.

back to the square space that makes me a man.

i miss this space so much.

it reminds me about everything.

my life.my life started in this little space.

when i'm away,it's never feel the same like in this space.

thanks for everything that you gave me,my little space.

wishes..

i need to be stronger than before.

things keep on going complicated as time goes by.

friends doesn't seems like friends anymore.

eventhough they're smiling,i can see they're laughing inside.

looks like i'm turning into their harmful enemy.

is it me or them?

but she's always there,holding me closely to her.

that's what keep me going on,smiling.

it's hard,i meant really hard.

one thing playing through my mind right now,is running away.

but where?

another place to after another dream?

wish i have all the answers for all my questions in my head.

i wish..

me . her

days come and go

but i wish it can go faster when she's not here

i'm not the old me anymore

she's my lost bone and i don't want to lost it again

we met accidently and fall in love immediately 

how is she without me?

how am i without her?

please do not go away like this again

i'm tired of being away from you

dying

seriously,this is a fucking serious situation!

she's not here!

where's she?!

i miss her already.

come back soon my dear.

coz i'm dying here.