i made up my mind.
i'll discuss bout this with 'them'
if there's no problem,i'll start working next month.
and i will continue what my mom wants me to.
i did this because i don't want to trouble her again.
she's been struggle for me and my brotha from the start.
its about time for me to give her time to rest.
i'm sorry mom for doing this without telling you.
i'm too scared to tell you the truth.
i'm too scared to break your heart.
this is for your own good.
i promise you i will do my best this time.
forgive me.
bless me mommy.
love you so much.